Poetry has always given me voice. It allows me to write down emotions and ideas in a structured format that expresses my identity at that moment. I loved reading poetry as a student—from Spanish poets to Urdu poets to women poets. I worked on a college poetry journal at Northwestern University. But I did not get into writing poetry until recently. Poetry is not like prose in the sense that I cannot make myself sit down and write poems as a daily exercise. Rather, the emotions and ideas come to me and then I sit down to write—sometimes I can write 2-3 poems a day and then have a dry spell for months. You never know when a poem gets embodied.
I use a narrative writing style in poetry; my poems have a definitive structure to them. But my voice is in them and you can hear my voice throughout them.
In 2017, my first book of poems was published through Red Mountain Press . It is titled “Muslim Melancholia.”
Here is the list of poems that I have published and their links:
This Mortal Coil in riksha magazine
Aap or Tuum in K’in
Habibi in Bending Genres
The Girl with the Pearl Jhumka at the Clockhouse.
A Ghazal for Hadiya at The Tribe
Sarah and Hagar at riksha magazine
My Brother Deep in Tin House.
White Washed Blue at Souvenir
Theories of HER, “Purdah” and “My Parabolic Self”
Third Wednesday, “Jovan Musk Oil”
Penn Review, “April Snow” and “A Stone’s Throw Away”
Main Street Rag, “Language Broker and Mother Stroker”
Papercuts, “Golconda Fort”
These Fragile Lilacs, “A Bed is a Bed”
Mosaic, “The Thing Inside of Me”
The Waggle, “Willy Lomanistan”
Soul Lit, “The Valley of Peace”
Journal of Postcolonial Writing, “Restless Leg Syndrome” and “Google Me”
East Lit Journal, “Mongolian Marks”
Recently my poems were selected to be performed on stage as a part of the Kundiman Foundation and Emotive Fruition event focusing on Asian American poetry in New York City.
Poems written by the poets of Kundiman: Janine Joseph, Sahar Muradi, Chialun Chang, Sokunthary Svay, Vikas Menton, Julia Munslow, Hieu Huynh, Rachel Ansong, Samina Hadi-Tabassum, Ansley Moon, and Marina Blitshteyn. Performed by a cast of actors from film, television and Broadway.
I was also a recent finalist for the 2018 Gwendolyn Brooks Poetry Award sponsored by the Guild Complex in Chicago, broadcasted on CAN TV. Watch my performance here along with 19 other talented poets on stage at The Promontory in Hyde Park.
Here is a sample poem from my book Muslim Melancholia (2017):
It is not that kind of registry, I tell my son
The one we used for Uncle Faisal’s wedding
When we bought him a brand new toaster
From the online catalog that Aunt Veena likes
Nor is it the one for Baby Emily, I say to him
The one with crotchet blankets and terry cloth bibs
Cotton candy colors finding their way into everything
And wild animals grazing bedspreads and bumpers
It is not the one where grandpop searches for a kidney
It is not the one that draws your maternal bloodlines
Nor can it help you buy a gift for someone’s birthday
This registry is the one used to kill
Aunt Judy’s parents during World War II
The one that made sure
my friend Aoki and her mother stayed in Utah
It was used thousands of years ago to bludgeon
every first-born male in Egypt
The kind that forever separated
in Mexico mestizo from mulatto
For this registry,
We will live with our fear.
We will ride into town on a high horse.
Donning bright yellow stars on our chest.
Expecting all our friends and family to do the same.
Shaking everyone’s hand before they come for us
My second short story titled LATEEF was published in Another Chicago Magazine in November 2020.
Here is the first paragraph:
I did not get my driver’s license right away like all the other kids in high school. I failed the test two times: once in our Driver’s Ed class while Mr. Johnson kept yelling at me from the passenger seat, and the second time at the DMV with a middle-aged man in a baseball cap who did not even look up once from his clipboard. Both times I failed for the same reason: I could not parallel park without driving the car onto the curb. We did not need to know how to parallel park in the Section 8 public housing projects where we lived. There were yellow lines painted for each parking space with a number on it that matched the number of your townhouse. I watched my middle-aged Indian mother for years slowly edge her way into the spot painted 31 with our small red Toyota full of weekend groceries, while I cowered in the backseat. When pulling out of the parking space, she pulled out slowly, honking every five seconds, since all the neighborhood kids played soccer in the parking lot during the summer and football in the winter. The potholes were bottomless pits in the middle of the concrete lot and teemed with garbage—turning into small lagoons on rainy days, which my mother painstakingly avoided as she strained her tiny neck and kept her kohl-lined eyes on the rearview mirror, all the while sitting on her blue foam pillow that matched her work smock.
My first short story titled MAQBOOL was published in the New Orleans Review in June 2018.
Here is the first paragraph: